btw

i hate blogging now.

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i wanna hear you sad.

"For all of this, i'm better off without you.
Do you regret so, your loneliness?"

will always be my favorite The Early November song.

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i feel like i belong behind this fence.

i don't make wishes at 11:11 anymore.
i don't throw pennies into fountains.
i don't wish on the first stars at night.

i used to be the person who reminded everyone else to.
i practically forced anyone i was with to wish on pennies, even if they didn't want to.

hm.

what you need is a glass of instant smile

"i woke up on the floor with my shoes on,
a smile on my face and i didn't even care"


:) these lyrics remind me of when you're so happy, you smile so much it hurts. you don't care about anything else around you. it's pure euphoria, and it's beautiful.

don't think, don't feel.

“ You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.
— Bob Marley


one day, i will find this.
when "everything is beautiful and nothing hurts"
-KV